Graduation

As everyone knows im a senior getting ready to graduate this thursday actually. And though Im so excited, im so so very scared about it. Its not that fact that I LOVE high school and i want to stay in it as long as I can because im so ready to be done with high school. Just not starting the real life part. College scares me because there are so many new people and so many new things i havent experienced and well lets just say im not too good with new things. Moving into an apartment scares me even more the thought of living with five other girls, I dont even know and living with them for three months scares me so so bad.  Also Financial stuff scares me, and stresses me out I guess because i have always had it so good, with my parents helping me out with a lot of stuff, and kind of doing my own thing on my own time. This meaning that everything now has to be kind of scheduled, and i dont do well with scheduled things. But what scares me the most is failing, and not making something of myself, or not making my family proud. I guess its the thought of letting myself down, or never doing what i've always wanted to do. 

Oh well thats my little spill for the week. Hope everyone got there graduation announcements :]